Know my Anxious Thoughts

 

I’m sure you have them. Those anxious thoughts about an upcoming situation or about something that occurred that just doesn’t sit well. Or maybe there’s a health concern that makes you uneasy. There are even medication reactions that cause anxiety. If you’ve ever experienced a natural disaster, you probably felt some anxiety.

 

???????????????????????????????I don’t like feeling anxious. I tend to become very warm, sweat much more than normal, and my heart races. After the anxiousness has subsided, I feel depleted.

 

Obviously in the situation of immediate danger, being anxious is normal and natural. Anxiousness can be a difficult issue for some, even overwhelming.

 

Sometimes, however, we are anxious for reasons that do not merit these feelings.

 

Proverbs reminds us that “an anxious heart weighs a man down, but a kind word cheers him up.” (Proverbs 12:25 – NIV) Anxiety can cause us to feel unnecessarily burdened.

 

Philippians 4:6 (NIV) tells us, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” It may be difficult to act in this way, but we are told to face difficulty in this manner.

 

So what are we to do with our anxieties? 1 Peter 5:7 (NIV) says, “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” Give it to God. Give it completely, totally, without any hesitation, to God.

 

We are to trust God with all of our cares. Nahum shares these words, “The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him.” (Nahum 1:7 – NIV)

 

And if we jump back to Philippians 4:7 (NIV), Paul tells us what we will receive when we trust and give God our anxiety. “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” God’s peace will cover us and we won’t even be able to understand why we are at peace in tough situations.

 

Friends, I know that anxiety comes in many forms for many reasons. What I pray today is that the anxious thoughts and feelings are given to God. Allow His peace to cover your heart. And perhaps we all should pray this prayer. “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.” (Psalm 139:23-24 – NIV)

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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The Water Feature

 

As it once was.

As it once was

When we had our landscaping done several years ago, a water feature was a must have. While there was some disappointment with the final results, this water fall in my back yard was soothing for me. It was the perfect addition.

 

Through the years however, it has deteriorated. Some of the large rocks have shifted. The pump doesn’t seem to work as well as it should. There is a small leak in the lining. The trees behind the feature have died. And above all, all of the rocks have to be removed each year and scrubbed in order for the water to be clean and clear.

 

The best part of this little section of our backyard for my husband is when he is able to turn off the pump for winter.

 

old fountain

As it looks today

This year, my husband had enough. He knew the difficulty of bringing this treasure back to the place it needs to be. So he did nothing with it. It has sat silent for nearly a year. And according to my husband, it will be silent until next year when he will tear the whole thing apart and rebuild the fountain (this is a huge undertaking and I pray that he is able to accomplish his goal).

 

My heart longed for the sound of water, so I asked if we could find a little fountain to place on our deck. We found a pretty little thing and for now, it is playing a beautiful melody for my soul.

 

new fountain 1

The replacement

You may have seen something similar to this in your own life. You have something that isn’t quite perfect and in need of some repair, but you opt to go for the new, easier version.

 

Maybe it’s a possession, like a house or a car. Maybe it’s a job or relationship. Maybe it’s a marriage. Maybe it’s how you spend your time with Jesus.

 

Sometimes we take the easy way out when God is asking us to put a little muscle and hard work into the situation. If that’s the case, I would suggest you listen to what God has to say.

 

God knew that we would have difficulty with others. Maybe it’s the reason there are listings of ways we are to get along with one another. We are to love one another (1 John 4:7), live in harmony with one another (Romans 12:16), encourage one another (2 Corinthians 13:11), serve one another (Galatians 5:13), be kind and compassionate to one another (Ephesians 4:32), bear with and forgive one another (Colossians 3:13), offer hospitality to one another (1 Peter 4:9), and fellowship with one another (1 John 1:7) just to name a few.

 

To be honest, some of the items in this list can be difficult, but as a believer in Jesus Christ, I don’t have the option to pick and choose what I do and to whom I do it. As the new commercial states, “it doesn’t work that way.”

 

We are called to something higher than the world’s standard. We are called to be holy, because God is holy (1 Peter 1:16). We are called to be light in this dark world (Matthew 5:14-16). We are called to do what God has prepared in advance for us to do (Ephesians 2:10). We are called to share the Gospel (Matthew 28:19-20). And these few verses are only part of our mission.

 

Oh it may be difficult. There may be a struggle. But when we are willing to do what God calls us to, He will provide all that we need to accomplish the task.

 

To be honest, I don’t know that our water feature will ever run again. It really will take a lot of hard work. But if it ever runs again, I will enjoy it all the more because of the sacrifice put into its restoration.

 

Maybe that’s why Jesus loves us so.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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“Fire Fall Down” – Monday Musical Musings

 

I’ve said it before and I know this won’t be the last time I say it, I am so thankful for songwriters who are able to use their ability to give us meaningful songs like “Fire Fall Down.”

 

IMAG1492We sang this song in worship yesterday and it doesn’t matter how many times I hear it or sing it, it’s just as touching for me as it was the first time I sang it. Why? Because of the message.

 

My life has been twisted and broken, but when I surrender to Jesus, He is able to take all the junk in my life and make my life into something beautiful.

 

My favorite line of the song is “show me Your glory.” I don’t know what stirred within Moses to ask God for this display in Exodus 33:18. God had assured Moses that His presence was with Moses and the children of Israel. But apparently that wasn’t enough. Moses wanted to see God’s glory for himself.

 

If you continue to read this passage, God “caused all his goodness to pass in front of Moses.” (Exodus 33:19) Are there times that all of God’s goodness passes in front of you and you miss it? I know there have been times when I have. I suspect Moses missed it at times as well. Maybe that’s why Moses asked specifically for God to show up in that moment.

 

I’ve used and heard this phrase a lot in the past few weeks. There have been some difficulties, some joys, some tears. But I believe God has shown me His goodness through each situation. I believe some might call this a Pollyanna attitude, but I am going to call it a God attitude.

 

Regardless of what I might do each day, when I begin the day with these words, “show me Your glory,” it will be an amazing day.

 

So yes, think of all the lyrics in this song. Acknowledge that Jesus sacrificed everything to save you. Praise Jesus for the brokenness He has fixed. Glorify the name of Jesus Christ. Surrender your life to Him. Rest assured in Jesus. Walk in victory.

 

But I would suggest you focus on the words “show me your glory.” You just might be amazed at how God shows up in your life today.

 

“Fire Fall Down”

 

Cause I know that you’re alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I’ll sing to glorify
Your Holy name, Jesus Christ

 
You bought my life with the blood
That you shed on the cross
When you died for the sins of men
And you let out a cry, crucified
Now alive in me

 
These hands are yours
Teach them to serve
As you please and I’ll reach out
Desperate to see all the greatness of God
May my soul rest assured in you

 
I’ll never be the same
No I’ll never be the same
Cause I know that you’re alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I’ll sing to glorify
Your Holy name, Jesus Christ

 
You’ve changed it all
You broke down the wall
When I spoke and confessed
In you I am blessed
Now I walk in the light
In victorious sight of you

 
Fire fall down
Fire fall down
On us we pray
As we seek
Fire fall down
Your fire fall down
On us we pray

 
Show me your heart
Show me your way
Show me your glory[i]

 

To listen to Jesus Culture’s version of this melody, click here.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

 

[i] “Fire Fall Down,” Words and Music by Matt Crocker, Hillsong Music, 2005.

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How Forgetful

 

Sunday has rolled around once again. I pray that you are excited to head to worship today as I am. There are so many things to be thankful for, including the fact that we are celebrating at least five baptisms this morning in our worship services. It is going to be a wonderful morning in God’s House.

 

As I share an older post this morning from my Blogging A to Z challenge in 2013, I am reminded of this prayer walking lifestyle. It used to be common place for me to pray in this manner, but I’ve gotten out of the habit. I am thankful for the reminder to praying at all times. I pray that you will find encouragement in this piece.

 

Have a wonderful day filled with God’s joy!

 

Follow Me – Blogging A to Z

 

Follow MeLast fall, as I prepared to go on a service trip to SE Asia, I read through the book Follow Me: Becoming a Lifestyle Prayerwalker by Randy Sprinkle. It is actually a Bible study, and in a few days, I will be joining a group of ladies to study this concept of following Jesus.

 

There is a story in this book that caught my attention. There was even a physical reaction to this story. Goosebumps formed on my arms. Chills ran up my spine. It truly is a moving account.

 

The story tells of a widowed Scottish minister, John Harper, traveling on the Titanic with his young daughter. When he realized there was no hope for the mighty ship, he placed his daughter in the hands of an officer and returned to second class to assist others.

 

It is noted that Mr. Harper began directing people to the lifeboats. His words were, “Women and children and the unsaved into the lifeboats first.”[i]

 

There is also evidence that while in the icy waters, Mr. Harper’s last words were “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved.”[ii] (Acts 6:31 – KJV) At least one soul was saved that night…a survivor who later told the events of an encounter with Mr. Harper and the message of salvation that was accepted.

 

But the feeling that I get is that Mr. Harper wasn’t acting this way because he was on a sinking ship. Because there was a sense of urgency. I believe that this was a lifestyle for Mr. Harper. To share the message of God’s salvation to anyone and everyone.

 

So I must ask myself this question. How often do I quote Acts 6:31 throughout my day? Are these words on my lips only during times of urgency? Do I really care about the lost of this world?

 

When I accepted the call to follow Jesus, I accepted Jesus’ mission. That mission is to seek and save the lost. Mr. Harper got it. I think I get it at times, but not all the time.

 

The thought “you’re being too hard on yourself” just ran through my mind. No I don’t think I am. That’s the evil one telling me to “Back off. There’s no reason to share that message with others today. There’s still plenty of time.”

 

It doesn’t matter if there is plenty of time. The message must be spoken. The message must be shared. I am called to speak this message to those who are lost.

 

Being a disciple of Christ requires action on my part. If we look at how the disciples reacted to Jesus’ call, we’d see some remarkable actions.

 

Peter, Andrew, James, and John left their boats and fishing nets behind to follow Jesus. (Matthew 4:18-22). There was no hesitation on their part. They didn’t know what their future with Jesus held. They just knew there was something to be done.

 

In Luke 5:27-28 we see the calling of Levi (Matthew) the tax collector. This call led Matthew to action. He left everything behind.

 

Jesus found Philip and then Philip brought his brother Nathaniel (Bartholomew) along. (John 1:43-51) Jesus’ words about Nathaniel are so interesting. “Here is a true Israelite, in whom there is nothing false.” (John 1:47 – NIV) How amazing it would be to hear those words from Jesus!

 

Each time Jesus called a disciple, His words were simple. “Follow Me.” They chose to follow Jesus. Without hesitation. Without questions. Without answers. They followed.

 

When Jesus says “Follow Me,” He asks us to be clothed in His characteristics. Follow His actions. He asks us to pick up His mission and follow through with it.

 

“Follow Me” are Jesus’ words to all of us. Whether we choose to leave everything to accept that call is what it is really about. Have you accepted the call? Are you a follower of Jesus Christ? Have you left it all behind to be a disciple of Christ?

 

I must admit, there are times when I am not the best follower. I allow my human nature to take control and push aside Jesus’ characteristics. But I also know that Jesus is loving and eager to accept me back into His circle.

 

Peter found this same acceptance after his denial of Jesus. Peter fully accepted the call on a little beach after breakfast. Peter had gone back to his old way of life, but Jesus called him once again to follow through with His mission (John 21:1-18).

 

Don’t underestimate what God can do in your life. What God can do through you. Follow Him. He will lead you in ways you’d never dream possible.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

 

[i] Sprinkle, Randy. Follow Me: Becoming a Lifestyle Prayerwalker. Alabama: New Hope Publishers, 2001. p. 22.

[ii] Sprinkle, Randy. Follow Me: Becoming a Lifestyle Prayerwalker. Alabama: New Hope Publishers, 2001. p. 23.

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Time with Dad

 

Dad’s visit was amazing. It seems we filled the hours with great conversation and sites. I don’t think we could have added one more thing to this birthday trip. Let me share some of what we did.

 

  • We built a swing
  • A visit to the Yesteryear Farm Show
  • Celebrated my daughter’s 29th birthday
  • Spent time with children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren
  • Worshiped at Rocky Mountain Christian Church
  • Attempted to go to Lookout Mountain (until we realized the pro cycle challenge was just behind us…the drive was still beautiful)
  • Visited Estes Park
  • Ate lunch by the river in Estes Park
  • Drove to the top of Rocky Mountain National Park (saw lots of wild turkeys!)
  • Toured the US Mint in Denver
  • Stood in line for donuts at Voodoo Donut Shop in Denver
  • Bought an Aspen tree kit

 

Dad and Tractor

Dad learned to drive on a tractor like this.

Top of the World

On the top of the world.

 

Phew! No wonder I am tired. It seems that we wanted to fill every moment with something so we could remember this trip. There was no time to waste. If we weren’t on the road heading some place, we were in conversation. Remembering old times. Sharing dreams. Laughing. Enjoying the company.

 

When we think of our relationship with God, our heavenly Father, would you say the time spent with Him is filled to the brim as my visit with my earthly Dad? Or do you take your relationship for granted and visit with God when it’s convenient for you?

 

King David understood the importance of a close relationship with God. Psalm 63 shares some of his thoughts. “O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water.” (Psalm 63:1 – NIV)

 

Verse one is just the beginning. David goes on to express:

 

  • God’s sanctuary
  • God’s power and glory
  • God’s love
  • God’s Name
  • God’s provision
  • God’s worth
  • God’s help
  • God’s right hand
  • God’s protection
  • God’s judgment

 

David knew God through an intimate relationship. David spent time with God. David couldn’t wait until he could be with God the next time. Of course, God felt the same way about David.

 

You know that God prefers a deeper relationship with you. He desires to spend as much time with you as possible. He longs to show you the same things that He showed David.

 

But I know what you’re saying. “I just can’t seem to find the time.” “I’m so busy.” Yes, we are busy. But we can never be too busy to build this relationship with our heavenly Father (remember David’s words in Psalm 63:3).

 

Maybe you don’t have an hour to spend with God today, but I am sure you could find 15 minutes. It’s a good start. As you begin to spend a few moments with God, you’ll realize how much more you want and you will make more time for God. Really, you will.

 

My Dad loves me a lot, but what amazes me most is that my heavenly Father loves me more. What better reason to spend time with God.

 

If your soul is searching for something to cling to, why not look to your Creator. God created you to crave Him. God created you to love Him. God created you to spend time with Him. And in that relationship, you will find everything you could possibly need.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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