Today I Will…

My heart is heavy. Death, disappointment, disillusionment and discouragement have entered into my world. Over the past week I’ve had the opportunity to think about the lives of those who have lost their battle with this life or their battle within and it simply leaves my heart heavy. What the world calls this heaviness of heart is grief.

 

???????????????????????????????With all of these emotions and thoughts spinning around in my head, I determined yesterday to write a list (yes, another list) of how I want to live. How I will choose to live from this day forward. You see, I don’t want others to feel this heaviness when I’m no longer living. I want them to view my life as having celebrated Jesus each and every day. I can make that choice. And with the help of God’s Spirit, I will.

 

So today, I will share my list with you. Today I will…

 

Choose joy (Proverbs 17:22).

Know God’s Word (2 Timothy 3:16-17).

Live abundantly (John 10:10).

Speak truth (Ephesians 4:15).

Forgive (Colossians 3:13).

Pray continually (1 Thessalonians 5:17).

Serve wholeheartedly (1 Peter 4:10).

Give generously (Luke 6:38).

Be thankful (1 Thessalonians 5:18).

Love (1 Corinthians 13).

 

Oh, I won’t pretend that I will live this way every single moment of every single day. There is too much evil in this world. But what I am saying is that if I don’t try, if I don’t make an effort, my sinful nature will take over and I’ll miss the joy of living as a child of the Light. And if I don’t rely on the Holy Spirit for help with this transformation, I will miss the mark.

 

Perhaps your heart is heavy this morning. For reasons beyond what I could comprehend. If so, why not adopt this list for yourself? Why not ask God’s Spirit to do His transforming work with you? It certainly couldn’t hurt.

 

I pray for the families of those who have lost their battle with this life. Their grief is deep this morning. I pray also for the lost of this world. I pray that the Lord will send someone who is able to speak His truth into their lives. I pray that God will abundantly bless those who are called by His Name. And above all, I pray that God’s Spirit will lead me today.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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A Long, Long Time Ago

 

I was sorting through old blog posts. There are 954 of them! But I wanted to sort by date. I clicked on the tab, “Date Modified,” and these were the options given to sort by.

 

A Long Time Ago

Earlier This Year

Last Week

Earlier This Week

Yesterday

Select a Date or a Date Range

 

A long time ago was the one that surprised me. The documents on my computer aren’t that old! Even if I had kept the very first document I typed and saved on a computer, it would only be 25 years old or so. That doesn’t constitute a long time ago for me.

 

However, I can find examples of “a long time ago” is in God’s Word. 2 Timothy 1:8b-10a (NIV) says, “…join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God, who has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus…”

 

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Before the beginning of time God had a plan for mankind. He purposed then to show grace to us. He lavished grace upon us long before we were born. That was a long time ago.

 

We see more evidence of God’s plan in Titus. “…a faith and knowledge resting on the hope of eternal life, which God, who does not lie, promised before the beginning of time, and at his appointed season he brought his word to light through the preaching entrusted to me by the command of God our Savior.” (Titus 1:2-3 – NIV)

 

In this passage we see that God promised our hope before the beginning of time. This verse also shows that at specific times throughout history, God revealed His Word to mankind.

 

At first they were glimpses, prophecies of the coming Messiah. Then at the appointed time, The Word was introduced. Jesus fulfilled the prophecies of the Old Testament and God’s plan, designed before the beginning of time, was set into motion.

 

There is an interesting verse in Isaiah that shows how God views time. “I make known the end from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come. I say: My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please.” (Isaiah 46:10 – NIV)

 

For God, it doesn’t matter what time it is. It doesn’t matter where that event takes place in all of time. God’s purpose stands the test of time. His plan negates time. From the beginning to the end, long before and long after, God is. He said it best. I AM.

 

God had us in mind before time began. It was His desire for us to part of His plan. David knew this to be true and stated, “My times are in your hands…” (Psalm 31:15a – NIV) For the short time we are on this earth, God is holding the events and circumstances of our lives in His hands.

 

God’s hands will protect, cover, and comfort during the darkest times of our lives. They will show love, caress, and acknowledge existence during the loneliest times of our lives. They will invigorate, rejuvenate, and produce fruit during the unproductive times of our lives. God’s hands will invite laughter, bring joy, and perhaps tickle during the happiest times of our lives.

 

And He prepared to do so…a long time ago.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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Know my Anxious Thoughts

 

I’m sure you have them. Those anxious thoughts about an upcoming situation or about something that occurred that just doesn’t sit well. Or maybe there’s a health concern that makes you uneasy. There are even medication reactions that cause anxiety. If you’ve ever experienced a natural disaster, you probably felt some anxiety.

 

???????????????????????????????I don’t like feeling anxious. I tend to become very warm, sweat much more than normal, and my heart races. After the anxiousness has subsided, I feel depleted.

 

Obviously in the situation of immediate danger, being anxious is normal and natural. Anxiousness can be a difficult issue for some, even overwhelming.

 

Sometimes, however, we are anxious for reasons that do not merit these feelings.

 

Proverbs reminds us that “an anxious heart weighs a man down, but a kind word cheers him up.” (Proverbs 12:25 – NIV) Anxiety can cause us to feel unnecessarily burdened.

 

Philippians 4:6 (NIV) tells us, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” It may be difficult to act in this way, but we are told to face difficulty in this manner.

 

So what are we to do with our anxieties? 1 Peter 5:7 (NIV) says, “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” Give it to God. Give it completely, totally, without any hesitation, to God.

 

We are to trust God with all of our cares. Nahum shares these words, “The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him.” (Nahum 1:7 – NIV)

 

And if we jump back to Philippians 4:7 (NIV), Paul tells us what we will receive when we trust and give God our anxiety. “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” God’s peace will cover us and we won’t even be able to understand why we are at peace in tough situations.

 

Friends, I know that anxiety comes in many forms for many reasons. What I pray today is that the anxious thoughts and feelings are given to God. Allow His peace to cover your heart. And perhaps we all should pray this prayer. “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.” (Psalm 139:23-24 – NIV)

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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The Water Feature

 

As it once was.

As it once was

When we had our landscaping done several years ago, a water feature was a must have. While there was some disappointment with the final results, this water fall in my back yard was soothing for me. It was the perfect addition.

 

Through the years however, it has deteriorated. Some of the large rocks have shifted. The pump doesn’t seem to work as well as it should. There is a small leak in the lining. The trees behind the feature have died. And above all, all of the rocks have to be removed each year and scrubbed in order for the water to be clean and clear.

 

The best part of this little section of our backyard for my husband is when he is able to turn off the pump for winter.

 

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As it looks today

This year, my husband had enough. He knew the difficulty of bringing this treasure back to the place it needs to be. So he did nothing with it. It has sat silent for nearly a year. And according to my husband, it will be silent until next year when he will tear the whole thing apart and rebuild the fountain (this is a huge undertaking and I pray that he is able to accomplish his goal).

 

My heart longed for the sound of water, so I asked if we could find a little fountain to place on our deck. We found a pretty little thing and for now, it is playing a beautiful melody for my soul.

 

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The replacement

You may have seen something similar to this in your own life. You have something that isn’t quite perfect and in need of some repair, but you opt to go for the new, easier version.

 

Maybe it’s a possession, like a house or a car. Maybe it’s a job or relationship. Maybe it’s a marriage. Maybe it’s how you spend your time with Jesus.

 

Sometimes we take the easy way out when God is asking us to put a little muscle and hard work into the situation. If that’s the case, I would suggest you listen to what God has to say.

 

God knew that we would have difficulty with others. Maybe it’s the reason there are listings of ways we are to get along with one another. We are to love one another (1 John 4:7), live in harmony with one another (Romans 12:16), encourage one another (2 Corinthians 13:11), serve one another (Galatians 5:13), be kind and compassionate to one another (Ephesians 4:32), bear with and forgive one another (Colossians 3:13), offer hospitality to one another (1 Peter 4:9), and fellowship with one another (1 John 1:7) just to name a few.

 

To be honest, some of the items in this list can be difficult, but as a believer in Jesus Christ, I don’t have the option to pick and choose what I do and to whom I do it. As the new commercial states, “it doesn’t work that way.”

 

We are called to something higher than the world’s standard. We are called to be holy, because God is holy (1 Peter 1:16). We are called to be light in this dark world (Matthew 5:14-16). We are called to do what God has prepared in advance for us to do (Ephesians 2:10). We are called to share the Gospel (Matthew 28:19-20). And these few verses are only part of our mission.

 

Oh it may be difficult. There may be a struggle. But when we are willing to do what God calls us to, He will provide all that we need to accomplish the task.

 

To be honest, I don’t know that our water feature will ever run again. It really will take a lot of hard work. But if it ever runs again, I will enjoy it all the more because of the sacrifice put into its restoration.

 

Maybe that’s why Jesus loves us so.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

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“Fire Fall Down” – Monday Musical Musings

 

I’ve said it before and I know this won’t be the last time I say it, I am so thankful for songwriters who are able to use their ability to give us meaningful songs like “Fire Fall Down.”

 

IMAG1492We sang this song in worship yesterday and it doesn’t matter how many times I hear it or sing it, it’s just as touching for me as it was the first time I sang it. Why? Because of the message.

 

My life has been twisted and broken, but when I surrender to Jesus, He is able to take all the junk in my life and make my life into something beautiful.

 

My favorite line of the song is “show me Your glory.” I don’t know what stirred within Moses to ask God for this display in Exodus 33:18. God had assured Moses that His presence was with Moses and the children of Israel. But apparently that wasn’t enough. Moses wanted to see God’s glory for himself.

 

If you continue to read this passage, God “caused all his goodness to pass in front of Moses.” (Exodus 33:19) Are there times that all of God’s goodness passes in front of you and you miss it? I know there have been times when I have. I suspect Moses missed it at times as well. Maybe that’s why Moses asked specifically for God to show up in that moment.

 

I’ve used and heard this phrase a lot in the past few weeks. There have been some difficulties, some joys, some tears. But I believe God has shown me His goodness through each situation. I believe some might call this a Pollyanna attitude, but I am going to call it a God attitude.

 

Regardless of what I might do each day, when I begin the day with these words, “show me Your glory,” it will be an amazing day.

 

So yes, think of all the lyrics in this song. Acknowledge that Jesus sacrificed everything to save you. Praise Jesus for the brokenness He has fixed. Glorify the name of Jesus Christ. Surrender your life to Him. Rest assured in Jesus. Walk in victory.

 

But I would suggest you focus on the words “show me your glory.” You just might be amazed at how God shows up in your life today.

 

“Fire Fall Down”

 

Cause I know that you’re alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I’ll sing to glorify
Your Holy name, Jesus Christ

 
You bought my life with the blood
That you shed on the cross
When you died for the sins of men
And you let out a cry, crucified
Now alive in me

 
These hands are yours
Teach them to serve
As you please and I’ll reach out
Desperate to see all the greatness of God
May my soul rest assured in you

 
I’ll never be the same
No I’ll never be the same
Cause I know that you’re alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I’ll sing to glorify
Your Holy name, Jesus Christ

 
You’ve changed it all
You broke down the wall
When I spoke and confessed
In you I am blessed
Now I walk in the light
In victorious sight of you

 
Fire fall down
Fire fall down
On us we pray
As we seek
Fire fall down
Your fire fall down
On us we pray

 
Show me your heart
Show me your way
Show me your glory[i]

 

To listen to Jesus Culture’s version of this melody, click here.

 

Grace and peace be yours in abundance,

 

Donna

 

[i] “Fire Fall Down,” Words and Music by Matt Crocker, Hillsong Music, 2005.

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